it's a mystery

the way things go.
the people i've met,
the ways in which we part.

who will take me as i am?
who wants more from me?

it's a mystery,
this life i'm living.

bad girl.

it's a new low
even for me.
on again, off again
off now for good.

there's no hope for them now
and all i ask for is some understanding
that this is all in good fun.
i don't want to hurt anyone.
i just want to get through this.