good peeps.

yeah so, my life right now is pretty kickass.
i know sometimes we only share things with the world when we are depressed,
"the low point."
but right now i am on a real natural kind of high.

arguements and competitions and bickering and hugs.
laughing so hard i need someone to hold me up.
walking home in the soft rain, only to remember what a cracking heart feels like.
and the sobs. the drunken sobs. the drunken moslestation. the drunken moment i accosted him. the drunken mess left in the morning. the sober subject neither of us knew what to do with.

"i guess he's just a worryer."
hmm. maybe i will call him whiskers.

the girls who make my life a better place to live. and there are pictures to prove it.

ha. luxor, too. fucking gamers.

happy halloween, yo.

surf's up.

i bought a new dress today (the green one, pat). i won't be able to wear it until may or june or even july maybe, but i am excited anyway. it was torn, so i got 70 percent off. yesssss.

anyway, i sat in bed all day writing letters that i will never send. i am so full of regret lately. and its really getting me down. a letter because i was hurt, a letter because i was misunderstood, a letter because i made a mistake. all those words, for no one to read.

i would like to take this opportunity to mention that after i die, which i assure you will not be anytime soon (god willing). . .that i want my journals to be burned, unread, along with my body. that shit's personal, yo.

i have a cavity, and it makes me sad. i cant eat any more of the chocolate chip cookies i made this week. looks like i am back to my carrot and celery diet.

alright, while the surf shop is way stimulating, i think i am done here. one day i will have the inet at home again. someday, someday.

love and miss.

photo fun.

that can only be the work of jenni.
bitches! i miss your fucking shit.

please PUHLEEZE catch the next ely train. because there is a direct transfer to the El-train from there. haa!

yeah, so it's raining today.
the day i had to run at least four thousand errands--on foot, of course--and it has been raining all fucking day. but when i go home i will make chocolate chip cookies to be devoured all by yours truly!

oh the front porch of ely on the raininest day ever.
i love my life.