surf's up.

i bought a new dress today (the green one, pat). i won't be able to wear it until may or june or even july maybe, but i am excited anyway. it was torn, so i got 70 percent off. yesssss.

anyway, i sat in bed all day writing letters that i will never send. i am so full of regret lately. and its really getting me down. a letter because i was hurt, a letter because i was misunderstood, a letter because i made a mistake. all those words, for no one to read.

i would like to take this opportunity to mention that after i die, which i assure you will not be anytime soon (god willing). . .that i want my journals to be burned, unread, along with my body. that shit's personal, yo.

i have a cavity, and it makes me sad. i cant eat any more of the chocolate chip cookies i made this week. looks like i am back to my carrot and celery diet.

alright, while the surf shop is way stimulating, i think i am done here. one day i will have the inet at home again. someday, someday.

love and miss.