late night with ellie mac

you know, for all that talk about loving to sleep? i sure dont so alot of it. but staying up late is fun, as long as i can get out of bed in the morning.

california waiting

i'm going to california. i'm going to california! whoot whoo!

i cannot even believe i am so excited for this trip out west. and its only for like 4 days, not even, but i am pumped! just me and my mom. a couple of single chicks out on the town! anyone who has some travel advice, things to see while in berkeley, or general knowledge about california to give me, i would be most obliged. oh and also, give me your top five songs about california.

i'm going to california!

concerning dreams

i just came to realize that i havent been dreaming as of late.
i have always been the odd one who has vivid and meaningful dreams every night? what has happened to me?
have i turned into one of them?
ew.

pepper flavored chapstick

what kind of sick situation has god allowed me to fall into? first i believed i had found the one person for me, i convinced myself he could be the one, and before i know it, im the annoying drunk girl calling him to confess my undying affection.

then, i give up. i let go, and decide that my calling is to god. i wanted to be a nun. i was ready for a life of poverty and chastity.

okay now fuck that! last night changed everything. i woke up today happy. Happy. when was the last time that i was totally happy? a while. so now here comes the challenge. the thing i want, the thing i think i really want in my life right now, seems to behind a barricade.

damn the man.

veep debate

what a dick, man. i suppose he had it coming. his parents designed for him a future in which he would respond to the term "dick." in my opinion, his parents were ahead of the game.
on the flip side of the flop, johnny e has some attractive looking parents. ahh, sometimes old people surprise me.