what kind of sick situation has god allowed me to fall into? first i believed i had found the one person for me, i convinced myself he could be the one, and before i know it, im the annoying drunk girl calling him to confess my undying affection.
then, i give up. i let go, and decide that my calling is to god. i wanted to be a nun. i was ready for a life of poverty and chastity.
okay now fuck that! last night changed everything. i woke up today happy. Happy. when was the last time that i was totally happy? a while. so now here comes the challenge. the thing i want, the thing i think i really want in my life right now, seems to behind a barricade.
damn the man.
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